Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Never Again

Why do people keep promises that they can't keep? Is" the word of honor" gone in this world? I'd like to think that there are still people out there who are trustworthy and deserve kindness,but not the people i know. It's sad, because I just want their life to be better even just for a day .I want to help, even giving the last ounce of penny in my pocket, but, what they do in return? left you stranded and struggle without even mumbling an apology.

People can be heartless sometimes and indifferent to other's feelings. They just want to use you and when they are done, they left you cold.I should know better but what can i do, i'm just a trusting kind of person .I have a soft spot to those who needs help but now, i've learned my lesson. Never again will i allow myself or my family to be used. I will hardened my heart and build and impenetrable wall within myself.

Forgive my venting but this is the only way that i can let out my emotions that has been overflowing of anger for the past days. How i wish that i could turn back the hands of time and start all over again but it's too late now.I'll just face the reality and hoping those people will realize the hardships they created.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

A tribute to my beloved Mama

This is dedicated to my mama Geline on mother's day..........



Dear Mama,


It's been so long since i penned a note for you. I can't even remember the last time i did it. I'm so caught up with a busy life, juggling work and family, that writing to you is the last thing in my hectic day.It doesnt mean i don't think about you often, coz' i do. it's just that, calling by phone is more easy and fast way of getting in touch. It's almost 12 midnight here and i'm thinking about what would be a fitting gift to a woman who selflessly dedicated her whole life in raising eight kids to be the best that they can be.

I know you've been through a lot of struggles and sufferings , i myself witness that. But through your tenacity and perseverance , you emerge victorious.

I'm not good in expressing myself, i'm not good in showing my emotions, but today is the exemption. maybe because , jaden woke me up early this morning and give me a note he made for mother's day and it was the most touching message coming from a young mind trying to express his feelings.

Today, i want you to know that you are loved, that all your endeavors in raising your kids are greatly appreciated ,that no matter where am i , i always thought about your well-being and always pray that you're in your best self every passing day. All your teachings about respect and love , i carried it with me hoping i can impart it to my kids . with your unending love and support and believing in me, i become what i am today.To that i give you credit.There's so many superlatives to describe about you but it only boils to one thing , you're the best! you might not be a perfect mom but you're the greatest ...

Happy Mother's day Ma and see you soon... Your grandkids are excited to see you and i'm sure you are too.


with lots of love,
inday